urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mofucka Peace On Earth Peace On Earth 2005-07-10T19:46:34Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mofucka:5664 2004-12-25T08:37:43Z 2005-07-10T19:46:34Z ♪ the scientist / coldplay <p align="justify">Okay, so Kortney really made me want to update this because she mentioned love in her most recent entry. You don't <u>have</u> to read this, it's just me expressing myself, and what's on my mind.<br /><br /><b>Love&hearts;</b>, hm what is it? I don't even think there is a true definition to it, because most of the time it's all in your head. Your emotions always fuck with you, as well as your mind. <i>"</i>Do I love him/her? or don't I<i>"</i>, I mean plenty of people tell you that you'll <u>know</u> when you love that person. But quite honestly, I disagree, how do you fully know? Another person comes along and you have stronger feelings then the last. Then the one person you think you're destined to be with will fuck up, and <b>backstab/lie/be dishonest/cheat</b> on you. And then it all goes to hell, just because of one thing. Then you doubt yourself, and all those emotions stir up and soon progress's into <b>hating</b> that person. Maybe I have some idea of it, and i'm almost positive that feeling like you're walking on clouds comes with the package, but 99% of the people that claim they're <s>inlove</s> are paranoid 50% of the time they're IN the 'relationship', because they feel that they'll get dumped, or hurt. Know what I despise?, how people toss the words around all the time. But really, why not? you never really know what it means, so go ahead. Though, saying you <b>love</b> somebody when you first meet them is crazy to me. It's funny how every person wants to be inlove, or have love, almost everyone desires that <i>feeling</i>, that feeling of being the only person in another's eyes, but then you think to yourself, what <u>feeling</u>? It's every girl's dream to find love, including myself. But then when a girl or guy has that opportunity, they drop it, because of fear. Fear of getting let down, but in life everyone should take risks. And then when you see that person that once <b>loved</b> you with another person, jealousy occurs, because it's not <s>you</s>.. Love sure does wonders, and I suppose I will keep pondering about this <i>definition</i> that is probably wrong for a while. Do I mind? not really, because I have my whole life ahead of me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mofucka:2810 2004-07-14T06:49:06Z 2005-04-01T02:36:36Z boy meets worlldd Post anonymously:<br />1.) What you truly think of me. say one thing you may dislike about me, and something you like about me.<br />2.) A secret / how your life is going / just vent